We are getting pretty excited around here. Isaiah is often more concerned with my inside-out belly button than anything else. He thinks it hurts, so he has to rub it to make it feel better. Haha.
Isaiah is growing up before my eyes - and the new baby isn't even here yet! The other day he recited the entire alphabet, without making one mistake. I was a little shocked.
During these last few weeks of pregnancy I've been trying to get clothes organized, baby room cleaned & organized, and the house CLEANED. Did you know I've never washed the walls in my bedroom? They're dusty. Gross, right? And don't get me started on the ceiling fan. *barf*
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I will not be nursing my baby. About a week after baby is born, I will be starting IVIG (Intravenous Immunoglobulin - click the link). It will hopefully help me with my immune system, to hopefully avoid a large relapse shortly after the baby's birth. This will be once a month (probably 3-5 days) in the hospital, for 4 months. I don't think I will need to be admitted, it's just for an infusion...but I will have an IV port in my arm during those times. At the same time I start the IVIG, I will also be starting Copaxone, a self-injection treatment. So it just doesn't make sense to be nursing - I don't want to risk anything being passed to the baby. I NEED to be on medication - I don't really have an option. My MS Specialist told me that my MS is VERY active, and that I need to start something sooner rather than later. After a few months we will do another MRI and see what's going on...if the medication isn't working we'll try something else. Trial and error I guess.
So that was my answer. I will start treatment so that I can be the best mother possible - I still need to be healthy and be able to take care of my children. So...for those who think that I should still try to nurse and "can't you just start medication later"....you can go eat rocks. This is a hard enough decision for me to make, I don't need guilt trips. (Was that harsh?)
It's scary to think about what may or may not happen after the baby is born. All I can do is be prepared, and know that I have a TON of support from my family and friends. :)
2 comments:
I agree. Everyone else can go eat rocks. You need to make the best decision for baby AND you AND Isaiah AND Rob. Formula is wonderful! It's not like you are going to starve your baby! Don't feel guilty for one second.
I'd better start planning my trip to MB!
LOVE YOU!
Hey....I don't know you but I have an aunt with MS and am a Mom who chose not to nurse for my health (many nursing problems) and sanity. My first time around I felt much, much guilt for not nursing and I pumped and pumped and didn't sleep and then the second time around simply decided that my health and sanity were more important for my children than nursing. Formula rocked. You need to be happy & healthy for yourself and your kids. Don't let ANYONE make you feel guilty!
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