SO Emotional...

Wow. I am so emotional today. I just don't even know what to do with myself.

My doctor's appointment yesterday felt like a HUGE bust. My doctor has a resident working with her right now, which is fine...I'm all for residents learning and all that jazz, but I didn't even get to see my actual doctor.

A couple of weeks ago, I went through a few days of wicked migraines, which turned into what I really thought was optic neuritis symptoms (because of the MS), and so my doctor did a bunch of running around and phone-calling for me to try and figure things out. Yesterday would have been the first day I had seen her since all of this went down. And I didn't even get to see her. In fact, the resident that I had to talk to, even had to look into my file to see if I actually did have MS!! She began talking about cluster headaches, and not really understanding exactly what happened. Miss. Resident (I seriously don't even know her name) left the office and went to talk to Dr. Toews (my ACTUAL doctor) and came back only to tell me exactly what I already knew. Dr. Toews had discussed my headaches and everything else with an ophtalmologist and 2 different neurologists....which I ALREADY KNEW. Ahh! Oh well.

I did get to hear baby's heartbeat, and I did get weighed (yay?), and I'm happy to report that everything with the baby seems to be great. My blood pressure is fine, and the results of the (horrid) gestational diabetes test also came back fine. So for that, I'm thankful. I just wish I could have spoken directly to my doctor.

Wow. Hormonal?? Yeah, clearly.

I'm just so sad today. My emotions are running rampant, my patience wears incredibly thin, incredibly fast, and I feel like a whale.

Okay. Time to get my act together. Yikes!

:)